May 2009
1 post
shitty
Well I now know what Heaven felt like … Damn it … 1 tenth a point away from the fucking 2.0 and I am Financially on suspension … nothing about suspension to the school mind you … which basically means .. I need a few classes online to bring the damn thing up … because I seriously can’t afford anything else … which pisses me off, 1 percent away from that...
April 2009
1 post
Sleep deprived
Okay .. I procrastinated on it all day, and actual had a page written, but seriously … going on 6 am and only have three pages of a 4-6 page book review done .. i feel like pulling my hair out and throwing the book across the room. I don’t even know if I’m writing the damn thing the way he wants us to, all because he says he’ll explain something to us and then never does .....
February 2009
2 posts
sleepy head needing more time
Seriously think that things aren’t working on my side this week … I’ve got five more Double column note articles to go, and have to have them done by 7:30 am tomorrow … add in the fact that I also need to study for my Earth Science Lab exam .. and I think I’m pretty screwed …
this week has been most non non heinous …. well minus the fact that...
long time ...
I feel like I fail at this damn thing … seriously …
So here’s the run down .. Homeward bound this weekend, and that makes me happy, the only plans I really have are to spend time with Stef for her -day … and going to the bank …
January 2009
6 posts
Bunnywith →
My new obsession .. i swear ….. I go to this damn thing everyday just to know that Alex Pardee is amazing
Sleepy sleepy
SO yeah … I totes hit snooze on the alarm clock and apparently in doing so I turned the damn thing off .. Missed my 8 am .. *pouts* and I effing like that class .. Intro to teaching Writing … fun fun … I guess it all worked out in the end anyway .. for the fact that I don’t feel all that great and my stomach hates me….
so Obama is officially the president … go...
UGH
I totes just had a Charlie Brown moment … stubbed my toe on the couch … and out cam the UGH!!
Anyway ….
i just an update was in need considering it’s been ages …
I have a new room mate … her name is Brittani …
*lifts up grape juice* here’s to hoping she’s as talking as Anissa, Cammy, and I are … and that we don’t scare her...
November 2008
12 posts
Hello World .... My name is Tarra .... wait you...
Hum, that’s how if feels right now .. then again … Want to know something sad because I’ve been staring at the effing thing since yesterday …
“Because I could not stop for Death —
He kindly stopped for me —
The Carriage held but just Ourselves —
And immortality.
We slowly drove — he knew no Haste —
And I had put away
My labor and...
I totes need to go to bed
So it’s almost four o’clock in the fucking morning … and I’m up watching National Geographic …. and downloading and listening to Radio Bam ….. I seriously need to just tell the world to fuck off and got o bed so that I can really dig into and finish my paper …..
Holy Hell ....
So … bacsically I’m stealing interweb from the hospital …. *yay me*
My grandma was to have a triple bypass … something has gone wrong ….
Their perdiction … she’s going to have a massive heart attack on the back of her heart.
that is all … for there is nothing else to say …
oh dear goddess ...
Midnight past me 42 minutes ago .. I’m alone in the room … watching Home Improvement …
Oh the joys …
Anyway … it’s made me miss my Nyjah … *le sigh* i totes want another snake …. I miss the silky feeling of scales moving across my skin. a weird thing to miss … but seriously what I miss. I highly doubt my mom would let me get another one...
Stressed all to hell
Awake .. haven’t been to sleep …. So stressed out that I can’t sleep …. Seriously …
I have to re-do my proposal by tomorrow morning … work on my rough draft for that paper and have it in my the tenth plus get my ass into gear and really work on this other paper …
I’m so stressed out right now that I want to cry, pack my shit and just leave.
...
History has been made
So, my roommate Cammy and I have been setting here in our living room since six-fifty this evening watching not only CNN, but Fox and ABC … Both of us holding our breath waiting for the results, knowing as soon as Obama hit past that two hundred mark with McCain just getting into the one hundred. That Obama was going to have it.
The only time that we stopped watching this race was in...
Creatures By Settings
Just found this band...
...
Right now I have two papers due the 10th … well .. one Paper due the 10th one rough draft due the 10th and final due the 24th … and I want to rip my hair out ….
If I don’t bring up two grades from 46% and 54% by the end of the month I lose and grant and have no way to pay for next Trimester …
I’m half tempted to say fuck it all and not come back if I can’t raise them, get a job at the...
“My friends are my “estate.” Forgive me then the avarice to hoard...”
– Emily Dickinson
Proposal trouble
So basically I have this 200 word proposal due tomorrow and I’m effing confused on what I want to do. I’ve been thinking about the damn thing since I got the assignment.
I can’t really decide what two poems of Dickinson’s that I want to work with. I don’t really have time to run to the library to grab books on “critised” Emily Dickinson poems .. hell I...
October 2008
7 posts
All Hallows Eve
It’s a wonder I think …
First I had a phone call from my little sister while I was studying the Circulatory System for my Bio test later today. She asked if I thought I had made any life long friends while here at college, and there was only one name that really popped in my head when it came to college and friend. I miss the Anisha like whoa …
To you,
4th grade and...
“Forgive me my nonsense as I also forgive the nonsense of those who think they...”
– Robert Frost.
Why ....
I seriously didn’t need another blog, or site, or password to have to memorize.
I felt it is wiser, and a hole hella lot easier to make my own page instead of Heaven doing it for me …. Again ….