Stressed all to hell
Awake .. haven’t been to sleep …. So stressed out that I can’t sleep …. Seriously …
I have to re-do my proposal by tomorrow morning … work on my rough draft for that paper and have it in my the tenth plus get my ass into gear and really work on this other paper …
I’m so stressed out right now that I want to cry, pack my shit and just leave.
Everyone’s encouraging me that I can do this shit and I’m telling them all right now … I can’t ….
Yeah yeah … no faith in your self and you will fail and all that jazz, but right now .. seriously … everything has got to shit … I don’t ever have time to study for my test when they come around because I’m too fucking busy reading Whitman/Dickinson/Research of the two … or out of my intro to lit books.
I keep forgetting about things in Gov’t and Pol that It’s no wonder that I have a fucking 46% in that damned class!
Hell everyone .. I’m the personal goal failure … welcome to my 6:48 am rant …. currently up reading fucking things on Emily Dickinson to get this proposal out of the way .. not to mention a fucking packet on … Emily Dickinson:A Voice of War … i have to finish it plus nine of her war poems by 1 pm … and to do so I’m going to have to skip Bio … which means that I’m going to have to study even more during my thanksgiving break that i won’t really have time for anything else ..
Oh did I mention I now have to do a presentation in Whitman/Dickinson and have it done by the 5th of Dec ….
Yeah … Bye bye no stress one week break … hello more hell.
Sorry to my mom and Dada and anyone else who wanted to spend time with me during this break .. but I’ll be so busy with this shit that i won’t have the time to.
I don’t even have time more myself right now.
I can’t even remember the last time that I was stressed this much!
Oh yeah ….. middle school … before I called Keri Crying saying I wanted to off myself ……
*rolls eyes*
P.S. one year and four months down the drain
3 years ago